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hey guys, i decided to erase all my old entries and start anew. when i read over my old entries, they no longer reflect how i think and feel. I look back at them and i feel ashamed that i actually put them up there for people to read. So neways, work is going good. I dont work alot but i work enough to make enough money. Last week we re-sheetrocked a house that had been severly damaged by the hurricanes. It was pretty easy because the whole thing had to be replaced instead of little pieces. This means less cutting and more full sheets of sheet rock. This week we are gonna be doing a roof somewhere in whisper lakes or peppermill. I cant remember which. School is good. Calc is actually getting better. For some reason i am having a lot less trouble in that class. if it werent for certain people, i dont think i would make it out of bed and into my 1st period seat evryday. I got some great friends. And there aint nuthing better than that. I recently revealed to my friend that i liked her. Although things didnt go as i wanted, i value her friendship more due to recent events. she is such a special person and only deserves the best that life has to offer. For Valentines day, I already have teh teddy bear i am going to give her. Its really cute. on a different note, i still have not recieved my letters from fsu or ucf. I do not know which college i will go to yet. if i get into both teh decision is going to be hard. I wish one would reject me so my decision would become clear. I kinda want to stay in Orlando because i dont want to leave my more important friends, but i guess thats life. Also in about another week i will be released from my probationary program. When i was first taken into the program, i was told that if i did evrythign i was supposed to i would be there for only 5 months. I have kept my promise, i have done all my community service hours, paid my dues, never been caught being late for curfew, but im still in the program after 7 months. Its pathetic and i dont understand why i have not yet been released. Next week is going to be busy. I am working alor next week as well as different things after school evryday. I think next wednesday i am going to go watch my friend play the oakridge tennis teamm so hopefully that will be fun. also my birthday is coming up very soon. I will be 18 on the 20th. I have been waiting for this day for a long time although im not so sure why lol. lately i have been trying to save my money. It just is not working. I dont think i am capable of saving my money. I think i has a disorder lol. I really wanted to ave to get myself a motorcycle. I have been wanting one for some time now. I think its been 4 years now that i have wanted one. Im happy though, cause i do have a car, so at least im not stuck without a car. Prom is coming up soon. April 9th or March 9th, i cant remeber when. I already know who i am going to ask. And yes, in case ur wondering, i am going to ask Lizzy. Im not all that great of a dancer, but i am going to practice before prom so i dont look like a total fool. Even though i do suck at dancing, that wont inhibit me from dancing. I dont want my date to have a bad time just cause i cant dance lol. Well, im pretty much done typing tonight.
-chris
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